Tired

You know that bone jarring tired where you want to go to sleep and just sleep for a few weeks...months...years.
I know I should get out of this, but at the moment I don't want to. I'm so tired of being strong. I'm tired of looking like I am happy. I am tired of making every one think that I am FINE. Do you know what FINE stands for?
Freaking
Irrational
Neurotic
Emotional

That is me.
I'm tired.

I know I am not the only one to be going through a lot of stuff. But I bet if the person who had it worse than me kept a blog, it would sound quite a bit like this one.